It Still Hurts…

Well, it’s been over 3 months now since all the trouble with his family, and ya know, it still hurts, and, yes, angers me……not so much for how I was treated, but for what his cousin and his brother DARED to do to my son………how they came onto MY property, into MY home, and threatened and accused my son, and called him names, and made him feel sick, scared, and like crap!  How dare they!???  My son has gone through so much in his life……….their kids would NEVER survive what he went through!  In fact, THEY would never survive any of it!  As for his cousin saying that all my son cares about is drinking and smoking weed……well, he was off the crap….the weed, I mean, until he went to work for my fella’s brother, Bob, who re-introduced the crap to him!  If I had known he smoked the crap, Steven never would have gone to work for him!  And the cousin, too, gave the stuff to him……..yet, it gets thrown in my son’s face?  Ha!!

I have not been able to get a full night’s sleep since it all happened……and, the stress has caused me to have heart attacks……..what did we do to them?  I would hate them, but it’s a sin to hate anyone…….As for my fella…….he got drunk and called his brother, supposedly to find out about the doctor he has to see this week…….he says he’s just “using” them………he asked my son how he feels about them and Steven told him the truth……..he said he hates them……….my son hasn’t hated anyone ever……………he is a good guy…………..

I think that eventually we may end up back up north………….this truly hurts……..but we have no one here….my fella says he loves us but does he?  I have told him that I would really hate to have to make him choose………..but they have lied and will go on lying………they think that what they did was okay…they somehow think they were protecting him…HA!  They just waited for the chance to come here and jump on my Steven…………and, for this, they will pay, and pay dearly……..my Grandma and my Mom both always said:  “What goes around, comes around.”  So it will this time, too……..

My fella has sworn that as soon as his case is settled, we will all live out here and keep to ourselves and have no more to do with any of them……..I want to believe him……..we don’t lie to each other, at least, we never have before all this crap………we shall see…….

 

 

My Son1

 

 

 

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