A Mother’s Heartbreak….

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I’m thinking about my daughter and my oldest son, and all my grandchildren……..My daughter thinks I’m not proud of her, but I am……just that I would be prouder if she could truly see things the way I do……..There are so many hungry people in the world…..right there in her own hometown, in fact!  She carries $500 handbags……if she can afford this, then why doesn’t she feed just ONE family each month?  This would make me very proud……

There was a woman up there…..Mrs. Lynch…….she owned a bank and was wealthy…….she would feed several families on all the big holidays……oh, how I wished I could do that!!  I’ve always been more of a giver than a taker……even if it was something small, the gift came from my heart………

I can’t believe that not even my son, Rick, has called me……or even Charlie……..I guess Jenni is the Voice up there………they all follow her like she’s a god or something……..well, so much for my “shining star”!!

My time here is getting shorter, I feel…….my heart has been broken so much that it can’t take any more…….

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So, where can I get it fixed?  Who can I turn to?  Who will come running to ME?  Only one person:  Duane!  Thank God for HIM!!!

Children and grandchildren— I love you all…..I miss you all……again, I’m sorry for offending you, but you hurt me by ignoring me…….the only way I could get your attention, it seemed, is by offending you……..But, no child, no matter how old they are, and no grandchild, should EVER show such disrespect to ANY elder person, especially to their own grandparent!!  Jenni, you may think your children are perfect, but God didn’t create any perfect people!  He created us with flaws and faults so He could use these to teach us……You go to Sunday Mass but how much REAL Faith do you have?  Do you believe that God healed your cancer or do you think the doctors did?  Well, I have something that I don’t think God is going to heal this time…….He has brought me back from death three times in my life…..I think that’s my limit………

I love you all……..I’m sorry that you won’t even know when I’m no longer in this world…….

 

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